Shut up and let me go

Hey babies.

I'm sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry I haven't been blogging for a long time! It was the common test week - mug mug mug mug mug. Too tired, too lazy, no time! Anyway it's all over now, and I think I screwed up many papers. Yeah yeah, failed math again. As expected.
Nothing has really been going in my life actually. My life's really boring. I've been spending more time at home and w/ my family i guess!
I've learnt several new songs on my uke since I last blogged, One More Night by Maroon 5, Stay by miley cyrus and like a few others.
UNEXPECTEDLY, i passed both my humanities! Obviously I didn't pass with flying colours, pew pew, but oh well at least I passed even though I haven't been putting in enough effort.
I guess I need to start studying more nowadays! Time to wake up. EOYs are in 6 weeks.
Going to Bugis with Parisa tomorrow! :) hehehe.
I really miss drama, when is it gonna resume huh when when when when when!
Aaaaanyway, TGIF! I AM SO GLAD IT'S BLOODY FRIDAY TODAY WOOHOO.
I think i'm gonna do a cover with my uke soon! :)
Alright i'll blog tomorrow when my day is more interesting hurhur!
Bye!

Turn your face to the moonlight

What is up mah babies? 

So i went to have a haircut again. And no, I didn't go bald. Went to have my sidecut shaved more and had it cut more in shape cause it looked horrendously weird the first time i cut it. My hairdresser is hot. Hahhahahaah! Anyway there isn't really much difference, just that the hair is shorter and neater. Got my ends trimmed too, also fixed my fringe a little! Didn't take a picture of it. But i look pretty much the same... AND my curls are gone. Maybe i'll curl it again soon :) Duncan wasn't in tuiton today so Conglin was a lonelyboy hehe! Here's a picture of me and kirstie, in tuition. :)

Compassvalites FTW

Aaaaaand here's a photo of my OOTD. Taken in Buangkok MRT's toilet. 'Classy'.

Zombie graphic tee

Studded denim shorts

(not in picture) Mint platforms

Silver plated shark's tooth necklace ( Which i am always wearing )

  I am definitely loving my hair. And yes. My parent's haven't noticed that i'm partially botak. I look the same when i've my hair down. ISN'T THAT GREAT I CAN BE ALL LIKE ' HEYYYYY LOOK I MY HAIR'S NORMAL' *flips hair* 'OR IS ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT?' hurhurhurhur lamejiayu98.

  It has been a boring day. Finally went night cycling after so long. I've forgotten how cycling fast feels. It's so cooling at night... Mega sigh though. The long weekend is about to end and it's Sunday tomorrow. I have a study date with Parisa at compass at 4! 

  July has been a rather sad month for me. The start of August was horrible. I hope things will be better and i'll finally start to heal... Sigh.

  Anyway! Here are some photos from yesterday. When i decided to camwhore ^~^

And this is my favourite hehe. JUST MY OPINION! 

  Anyway, enjoy your night people! I'll see you guys tomorrow. Love :).

Hellu my dearies. What is up? :D
Today was awesome! Met with mah babies at nine and we headed off to ACC for badminton! Did I mention that I LOATHE badminton? But since they're all playing so why not laa! Here are some pictures of us :B

After 2 hours of whacking imaginary As,CVNs, Ys, GTs, Es, BTs, CLs and Ns, i was dead beat and exhausted, therefore we went to Macs for lunch! I had these discount coupons so I got a $1 cheeseburger because I was broke as fuck. I lost my wallet again, yayme \(-_-)/ ! Anyways I headed home after cause I was to go out with my momo and poppa. This is the most interesting part of my day already!! Had tuition afterwards, it was an English revision class with Teacher Melvin who is actually good looking haha. Talked with Presc and Kirstie about primary school days and ate Ben and Xavier's food hahaha. I know so many Xaviers i just realise.

Anyway I have new hair. Or lack thereof. I was feeling a little crazy, so i shaved off my hair.

BOTAK?!?!

lolno.

Here's the pictures.

The camera effect made me freakishly yellow. But yeah, sidecut! 1/10 botak only, calm tits please hehe. okay i guess thats all. BUAI GUYS MWAH. 

I still think of you. Always.

The British flag in colonial rule and the Japanese flag in war

Today is the eve of national day! And like always, ELDDS was on for recollections, again. Reported to school in my jeans and i <3 SG tank ( I AM SO PATRIOTIC ) Anyway we had another technical run after the morning  and then I went to help out with the banner thingy at the Quadrangle. ^~^

After that, headed back to the hall to prepare for the actual performance. IT WAS ONLY 2 MINUTES. I hope we were loud enough :3. Anyway it was really fun being up there. I love being onstage it feels great omg haha. Had to sit through an hour of celebration after our turn ( we were the first item ).

After the wholeeeeee thing was over, i went to my bbg's house to slack and bathe and prepare and whatnot. I SWEAR I LOVE PARISA'S ROOM LOL SO DAMN COSY ^~^ Anyway here's my ootd and Parisa's ootd.

( Sorry for the puffed up back of the shirt )

I swear i love this pic of her :b

Ohhhhhh so we headed first to Cineleisure for a movie! We bought the tickets then headed to Pastamania for lunch ( I LOVE GELETO ) and Beadstreet for accessories!

Skull bracelets from Beadstreet.

Anyway! We caught this movie. 

'Brave'

Nah i'm not gonna act like a movie pro and rate this movie but i can say that it wasn't my favourite movie and I won't want to watch it again! But it was really touching :') It's been a long time since i've watched a movie. I think the last movie i watched was Battleship? Hi memories hahaha hi. 

After that we left cine and went to 313 for a walk and took some photos ;b

Me 

We headed for scape after that to slaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. :B

Yay i swear i love her hahahahhahahahahahah here's a nice photo that parisa took ;b

I think it looks artsy 

So after slacking downstairs, we went to slack upstairs. Brown shirt eye candy :B. PARISA MADE ME DO LIKE A FEW RIDICULOUS DARES I LOOKED LIKE A RETARD I SWEAR. I SWEAR. :c Okay here are MORE photos because i'm plain lazy to type anymore.

I believe i can fly lol no actually i don't

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And here is me looking happy when my hair is suffocating me lol jiayu you fucking sadist.

So we headed home at around 7.30. I'm dead beat now here, half dead with exhaustion. Sorry for the brief and picture spammed post ;)! 

I'm so free these days. I've got so much time in my hands that i don't know what can I do to keep myself occupied and happy. I'm most definitely not occupied and happy now. I'm actually kinda worried about my sanity cause sometime's i'm like YAY FUCK THIS SHIT and sometime's i'm like NO FUCK THIS SHIT do you get what i mean? No? Probably not. I guess it'll take a long long time. So now i need to search for new motivation to open my eyes every morning to face a brand new day. 

I want to take a break from my life but I can't I guess. Time passes and before I know it things just go crazy and i get confused and sad and i don't even know what the fuck is wrong with me. How the fuck did I manage to smile effortlessly every damn day for the past four months i really don't know. 

I guess shit happens. But as for you guys, 

I haven't went cycling in the longest time and i'm planning to cycle real far this few days. Really, really far. Maybe it'd be better if i disappeared into thin air so I don't need to face up with reality. 

Anyway, to end this post on a more positive note! Mummy's prolly gonna take me shopping this few days hehehehhehe this is positive for me, clothes make me happy. You know. Materialistic pleasures or whatever you call it. I want new shoes. Oh face it, Jiayu. You'll always want new shoes. :b 

Alright I guess that's all for today. Goodnight!

My sunshine stole my sunshine away from me, what do I do now? 

Skulls and Roses

What is up people?! \m/
So today is MONDAY. MONDAY. MONDAY. Where there's double period chinese. SHAGNESS. Anyway it's monday. So i'm singing my bluuuuuuuuuuuueeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssss. Nothing interesting really happened though, had lunch at KFC with Parisa after school and had to head back to school again for a technical run for Wednesday's performance. Oh the shagness of it all, we were allocated the stage where we cant STAMP. It sounds puny and disgusting. Stamping on the floor sounded so much better. But what's done is done I guess... Just have to make the best out of it! It was fun though, we played around and stuff hahahahhaha we're kids. Cute drama kids. I swear i love drama.

Anyway since my life is so boring, here is a tutorial :B I came across this skull cut-out back top on ashincans' collection and i was like omg so punk hahahahahahhahahaa

Parisa has a chio tee something like this too!!!

Anyway rather than spending $23 bucks for that shirt why not just DIY it :B Found the steps on tumblr, here it goes! Oh yes, i apologize in advance for the super fugly and bad quality images but the end product was good :p

Things that you need.

1. An old tee/tank

2. A pair of scissors!

3. A white colour pencil/ hb pencil

Anyway, firstly. To prevent heart-ache if you fuck up, use a old tee that you don't want anymore to experiment on! Mark out two ovals with the pencil or colour pencil ( The eyes ) 

Oh followed by 2 teardrops shapes ( The nose ) 

Next, mark out random squares and rectangles for the grin of the skull!

This isn't supposed to be perfect- don't worry it'd turn out looking awesome i swear.

DON'T PANIC IF YOU CUT THE RECTANGLES TOO BIG OR TOO SMALL. The markings are just for you to gauge. 

Anyway, here's the end product :B I screwed up a little on the teeth part but it turned out okay! ^^

Sorry the shirt wasn't properly adjusted. :B And yeah i know it isn't exact to the Ashincans one. But damn punk right? Hahahahaha. Anyway it was fun and took me only ten mins! Better than spending $23.50 on something you can make yourself! 

Anyway if you try it, have fun :B 

That's all for today! Bye guise. Love. 

Where have the times gone?

Seven things

What up guise :)
It's sad for me now because i'm having a really bad migraine again i swear it's damn bad damn damn bad but whatever i'm still gonna blog and then go sleep.

My life today was boring, so i'm gonna blog on something a little different.


7 things I love
1. I love things that are eye-catching and attention-grabbing. You can feed me with neon and i'll gladly nom it all up.


2. I love plush roses. Roses are my favourite flowers. A real rose eventually dies but a plush one will live forever yay i love plush roses!

3. I love spicy food. Without chilli, there is no Jiayu. For example, chicken rice. HOW DO YOU EAT CHICKEN RICE WITHOUT CHILLI????? I do not understand. (Note to self : Never drink milo AND eat chicken rice. Beef Jerky.)


4. I love the sea. I think that the beach is the most romantic place on earth. Plus, the sea smells nice.


5. I love cycling. It relieves stress. Cycling fast gives you the exhilaration and all the thrill you need. It feels good.

6. I love horror movies. It makes me happy that people in the movie are in a worse state then I am. I feel happy that they are getting chased by zombies and terrorized by demons and whatnot and i'm sitting comfortably in the cinema or in front of the computer. boo. Am I sadistic?


7. I love cuddling. It makes me happy and blissful. But i guess i won't be cuddling with anyone anytime soon. Sad right? I know. I'm sad too. Want some ice cream?

It's monday again tomorrow, sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. I hate going to school. Lack of motivation and what not. Plus, school reminds me of bad things. I hate school.

Anyway I guess that's all, i'll see you guys tomorrow. Love.

My only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray

Town & Tuition

What up!
So today was good. Woke up at nine and met up with bbg in Compass at 11.45! We went to have yogurt and then headed to town cause I wanted to go for the flea. Ended up buying lesser than Parisa who didn't want to spend :b So we first headed to beadstreet!

Loots :3

This was actually all i bought for the day. I wanted to get a red top but i can't find any (boo hoo me) so i only spent $3 on these. THE BRACELET IS THE MAXIMAL AMOUNT OF ATTENTIONGRABBING NESS. It's not visible in the picture but in real life, NEON. It's super cute. Anyway we headed to flea after Beadstreet! Parisa got a galaxy top for 5 freaking bucks and a pretty earcuff :)

We headed to 313 afterwards cause Parisa had to collect her top. Went to New Look for a while (STILL SEARCHING FOR A DAMNED RED SHIRT) to no avail. Went for food at 313's KFC which I swear I never knew of it's existence haha. Had a little h2h talk there <3 

And we went to the toilet for awhile :b Here's a picture 

 Or two. 

Ah we were both underdressed cause we originally planned to just walk around amk but who cares hehe :b we had fun! I had to leave after that though. Had tuition at 4.

Tuition today wasn't much stress. Didn't do much, actually. I was a little... ah forget it.. Anyway yeah! Psycho-ed Duncan into getting chocolate with me cause 2 bars is cheaper than one :P I swear Cadbury Boost tastes like heaven after an hour and a half of English! Slacked a little and headed in for Science and Math. learnt how to solve a kinda difficult-ish question (PLEASE CHEER FOR ME I AM A MATH RETARD). Anyway soon enough, tuition ended and I headed home with Pearlyn and Prescelia. 

So here I am now, sitting here and wishing every thing will go back to how it was.

Maybe some close to me'd know, things aren't exactly going well for me right now. I guess i've to leave it to Time to heal all the wounds and maybe things will return to normal and i'll be back to living life without that little tinge of sadness and guilt and just a little bit of worry. 

I wish that I can get back to sleeping regularly again. an hour or two every day isn't enough. 

I guess that's all. See you tomorrow and good night.

You're my sunshine

First post on a new blog and Drama's grad party.

What up guise ;)
  So as seen by the lack of posts and the new url, i've created a new blog. After a year and eight months. I guess I got a little bored with my old blog and lost motivation to blog there. A new start is good. Actually, i've been losing motivation to do many things. And gaining motivation to do some other things. Did that make sense? Okaay. Give me a wee bit time to improve on my blogskin, i'm really lazy to code all that shizz now.

  So today was the graduation party! It was real fun, though we ended reaalllyy late and it rained somewhere in between. Preparations of the drama room started around 1 today. The seniors sent me, Edwin and Bernice to value dollar to get drinks for the party. We lugged 10 bottles of drinks back to school while it was drizzling (WE DIDN'T TAKE THE BUS. ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED.) And i was jaywalking and Mr Raffi saw me and then for god knows what reason he scolded Edwin (Sorry Edwin :p). Anyway we went and helped with the boards

Thanks Bernice and Boonki and everyone else who made the boards so pretty <3

and then we moved to 2E to play Mafia. bla bla bla bla de bla it was then time to play the water games. AND THEN IT RAINEDDDD. And drama being drama, we just had to be crazy and have fun even in the rain :') I swear NPCC was staring at us like we were mad cause the rain was so heavy but we still ran like crazy it was great i swear, you haven't lived life if you haven't played in the rainnnnn.

Then the security guard chased us away cause there was lightning. SIGH. But we were STILL having fun :B

We so love you all seniors <3

Yep so after that me and QiHui cleared the field and went back to change. They played truth or dare, we ran  and played in the rain like mad kids with those adorable sec ones. Then it was time for the party..

 Look at these beautiful umbrellies that the sec threes made :')

Yeah i'm getting lazy so i'll post food photos and whatnot

okay now let the pictures tell the story

Picture credits to Edwin cause he took most of the photos! Thanks dude.

All photos will be up on facebook on Sunday or maybe tomorrow. Too tired nao.  *yawns*

Alright, i guess that's all for today! 

Rock on. 

\m/